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Svetlana de Rohan-Levashova. Revelation

To my great surprise, I perceived it very calmly, as if I knew that it would not
last forever. Each of them came to me and laid their right arm on my chest, which
made me feel astonishing warmth and calmness. The touch of each spirit left a
different shining colour on me, and in the end my body shone with twelve amazingly
bright changing colours. I again heard strange music within myself and everything
disappeared, and I remembered nothing more.

The awakening

I slowly came back home, feeling loss and happiness at one and the same time.
When I got there, I bumped into a huge surprise: my mother was waiting for me in my
room almost about to faint. The world turned upside down and I fell from my "shining
dreams" right down into pitiless reality. I could not lie, but I absolutely did not know
what to say; also I felt that my mother perfectly knew that it somehow related to my
"strange talents", the conversation about which neither she nor I would, regrettably, be
able to avoid.

To my enormous relief, she said nothing that night. Maybe, she did not know
what to say. But the next morning the windows in my room were thoroughly nailed
up. My mother did not mention the incident for a couple of weeks, as if giving me
time to realize what I had "done", which did not make me feel the least bit better. My
dad was on a trip on his reporter’s business then, and I hoped with all my heart that
somehow everything would settle down and be forgotten before his arrival, but that
did not happen. One morning, before going to work, my mother said that she wanted
to talk to me. Of course, it was not a big secret for me, what she wanted to talk about…

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