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Svetlana de Rohan-Levashova. Revelation

who suffered in Caraffa’s basements, riveted my attention. For some reason I
understood at once – he was the Great White Volkhv.

His amazing, piercing and compelling grey eyes looked at me with deep sorrow
and warmth, as if bidding me the last "Farewell"!
– Come, Child of Light. We shall forgive you...

Suddenly he began to radiate an amazing and joyful white Light, which on
wrapping everything around with soft shine, tenderly embraced me, penetrating into
the most secret corners of my pain-tormented Soul. Light pierced every cell, leaving
only good and peace in it, "washing" out the pain, sorrow and bitterness accumulated
over years. I soared in the magic radiance, forgetting earthly cruelty, wickedness and
falseness.The only thing I felt was the marvellous touch of the Eternal Life. This feeling
was indescribably delightful!!! I begged mentally – if only it would not be over... But
on the whim of fate everything wonderful is also over quicker than we would like.
– We endowed you with VERA. It will help you, Child... Heed it... and farewell,
Isidora...
Before I could answer, the Volkvs "flushed" with marvellous Light and, leaving
the aroma of blooming meadows, disappeared. Sever and I remained alone... I sadly
looked around. The cave remained the same, enigmatic and sparkling, but the pure and
warm light which got into the soul was gone...

– It was Jesus’s Father, wasn’t it? – I asked carefully.
– Yes it was, being the grandfather of his son and great-grandfather of his
grandchildren whose death lies with heavy guilt on his heart...

– ?!.
– Yes, Isidora. He is a person who carries the bitter load of pain. And you will
never be able to imagine how huge it is. – Sever answered sadly.
– Maybe it would not be so bitter today, if then He had pitied the good people
dying from stranger’s ignorance and cruelty? If He had responded to His wonderful
and light Son’s call, instead of giving him to the wicked killers to be tortured? If He
had not continued now just to "observe" from His height, how Caraffa’s "holy"
accomplices burn Veduns and Witches? Why is He better than Caraffa if He does not
impede such an Evil, Sever?! In fact if He can help but does not want to, the whole of
this earthly horror will be his responsibility for eternity! Neither the reason nor
explanation is important when a wonderful human life is at stake! I will never be able
to understand it, Sever. And I will not "leave" while good people are killed here, while
my earthly Home is being destroyed, even if I never see my real Home. This is my fate
and therefore – farewell.

– Farewell, Isidora. Peace to your Soul. Forgive me.
I again found myself in the room, in my dangerous and pitiless existence.
Everything which has just happed seemed a wonderful dream which I would never
dream again in my life... or a beautiful fairy-tale which certainly would have had a
"happy ending" for somebody, but not for me...

I pitied my unfortunate life, but I was very proud of my brave little girl who would
succeed in grasping the whole of this great Miracle... if Caraffa doesn’t destroy her

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