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Svetlana de Rohan-Levashova. Revelation

The thought that Stella wanted to leave me and go away for good, terribly scared
me. It was so unlike her! Anyway, it was not the Stella I knew so well and I wanted
very much to believe that her impetuous love for life and her light merry temper would
"make mincemeat" of today's bitterness and exasperation, and very soon she would be
the same sunny Stella she had been quite recently...

Therefore, I decided to calm down myself a little bit, not to make any "far-
reaching" conclusions and wait till tomorrow before undertaking any serious move.
– Look. – Suddenly Stella became interested to my huge relief. – Don’t you think
that it is not an earthly spirit? That which has attacked... It is too different from
ordinary "bad earthly" ones which we saw on this "floor". Maybe it used those two
earthly monsters because it could not get to the earthly "floor"?

Like it had seemed to me before, the "main" monster, indeed, was unlike others
which we had seen here during our everyday "journeys" to the ground "floor". So, why
not to assume that it came from somewhere far away? In fact, if a good one like Vaya
came, then why not bad ones?
– Probably you are right. – I said thoughtfully. – It did not fight the earthly way.
He had another, unearthly, force.
– Girls! Please! When shall we go anywhere? – The thin child's voice suddenly
asked.

It was Maya. She was embarrassed by interrupting us. Nevertheless, she looked
straight at us very decidedly with her big doll’s eyes. Suddenly I became very ashamed
that I was carried away with our problems and absolutely forgot that those tired and
scared to death children were with us waiting for somebody's help...
– Oh, I am sorry, my dearest! Certainly, we shall go! – I exclaimed as merrily as
I could and then asked Stella: – What shall we do? Shall we try to go a little bit higher?

We made a protective shield for the children and waited with curiosity for what
our new friend would do. On attentively observing our actions, he very easily made
similar protection for himself and now calmly waited for what to do next. Stella and I
smiled with satisfaction to each other, understanding that we were absolutely right as
regards him and that the low astral world was not his place... and who knew; maybe
his place was even higher than we thought.
As usual everything around began to sparkle and shine, and in a few seconds we
were "pulled" into the very familiar, hospitable and quiet top "floor". It was very
pleasant to breathe freely again, not being afraid of some abomination jumping
suddenly from round the corner and trying to "regale" itself with us. The world again
was friendly and light, but still sad because we understood that it would not be so simple
to expel the deep pain and sorrow from our hearts which our friends left on leaving
us... Now they lived only in our memory and hearts, having no chance to live anywhere
else. Then I was naïve enough to give my word to myself that I would always
remember them. Regrettably I did not understand then that our memory, no matter how
perfect it was, later would be filled with the events of the passing years, and far from
every face will be remembered as clearly as we remember it now, and every person,
even a very important one, will gadually disappear in the dense fog of time, sometimes
never coming back at all... But then it seemed to me that the wild pain would never

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