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Svetlana de Rohan-Levashova.   Revelation

            time in the newspaper at that time, because he was engaged in writing plays for the
            Russian drama theatre and we did not have too much money then, although it was time
            for me to learn to ride a horse. So, the only possibility to do it was to ask to ride
            sometimes on Snow-storm which for some reason liked me too and was always glad
            when we rode together.

                  But lately Snow-storm was very sad and did not go out, staying in her courtyard.
            To my huge regret, I had not been allowed to ride her for more than three months. The
            thing was that her owner suddenly died three months ago. Most likely it was too hard
            for his wife to see Snow-storm with somebody else, because her husband and Snow-
            storm were very attached to each other. So, the poor horse spent the whole days in her
            stable  (although  very  large),  infinitely  missing  her  beloved  owner  who  suddenly
            disappeared somewhere.
                  It was exactly that wonderful friend to which I was taken in the morning of my
            tenth birthday.

                  My heart almost jumped out of my chest! I could not believe that now my greatest
            child's dream came true! I remember that since I managed to climb onto Snow-storm
            for the first time, I endlessly entreated my parents to buy me a horse, but they always
            said that "it’s not a good time for this and we’ll do it, of course. I just had to wait a
            little".
                  Snow-storm greeted me in a very friendly way, just she always did, but I saw that
            she  had  changed  in  some  way  over  these  three  months.  She  was  very  sad.  Her
            movements were slow and she was not too eager to go out outside. I asked the owner
            why Snow-storm seemed so different. She answered that poor Snow-storm, apparently,
            missed her owner, and that she was very sorry about it.
                  – Try, – she said, – if you can "revive" her, she is yours!

                  I simply could not believe what I just heard and swore to myself not to lose the
            chance! I carefully approached Snow-storm and tenderly stroked her moist velvety
            nose and began to talk gently to her. I told her how good she was and how much I loved
            her  and  that  we  would  get  on  very  well  and  how  much  I  would  take  care  of  her.
            Certainly, I was just a child and sincerely believed that Snow-storm would understand
            everything I said, but even now, after so many years, I still think that this amazing horse
            truly understood me... Anyway, she tenderly touched my neck with her warm lips, as
            if telling me that she was ready to go for a ride with me.
                  At last I climbed onto her – being extremely nervous, I missed the stirrup several

            times. I did my best to calm down my agitated heart which almost jumped out of my
            chest and we moved from the courtyard, taking the familiar path which led us to the
            forest where we both loved to stroll. The unexpected "surprise" made me shaky and I
            could not believe that all this was truly happening! I wanted to pinch myself and at the
            same time I was afraid that I would wake up from this wonderful sleep and all would
            be just a beautiful festive fairy-tale... But time went by and nothing changed. Snow-
            storm – my favourite friend – was here with me and I lacked just a tiny bit in order for
            her to be really mine.
                  That year my birthday fell on Sunday. As the weather was truly magnificent, there
            were a lot of people outside. The neighbours strolled along the street, stopped to share

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