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Svetlana de Rohan-Levashova. Revelation

don’t you?

Her enormous grey eyes shone like little stars with the hope that one fine day her
dear mum would be there too, in her new world. But she did not and could not
understand that being in her new world would mean death for her mother, no more
and no less...
It so happened that the girl did not have to wait too long. Her beloved mother
reappeared. She was very sorrowful and slightly confused but behaved much better
than the wildly frightened father who, to my sincere joy, slowly became himself again.

I made a very interesting observation covering the whole period of my contact
with an enormous number of dead people’s spirits. I can say with almost one hundred
percent confidence that women accept the "shock of death" much more calmly and
positively than men. I could not understand the reason for that then but I was firmly
convinced of it. Probably they felt the pain of guilt for leaving their children in the
world of the "living", or the pain which their death brought to their nearest and
dearest more heavily and deeply: but the overwhelming majority of them did not
experience the fear of death, unlike men. Could the fact that it was they that gave the
most valuable gift on our earth – that of human life – explain that? Regrettably, then,
I did not yet have the answer to this question...
– Mummy, Mummy! They said that you wouldn't come for a long time! And you
are already here!!! I knew that you would not leave us! – Little Kate twittered, choking
with delight. – Now we are all together again and everything will be all right!
I felt deep sadness observing this lovely united family trying to protect the little
daughter and sister from realizing the fact that their being together now was not all
right and that none of them now had any chance to live the rest of their unlived life;
and that they would sincerely have preferred any member of their family to survive:
but little Kate chattered on innocently and happily, extremely glad that the family was
all together again and everything was all right...

The mother smiled sorrowfully trying to show that she was glad and happy too...
but her heart screamed in pain like an injured bird mourning for her poor children who
had lived so little. Suddenly she created a transparent "wall" as though "separating"
her husband and herself from the children and looked at him gently touching his
cheek.
– Valery, please, look at me. – The woman spoke in low voice. – What shall we
do? This is death, is this not?

He fixed his large grey eyes on her. An unbearable mortal melancholy reigned
in them so that now I wanted to howl like a wolf because my heart and soul could not
take it anymore...
– How could it happen? And why them too? – The wife asked Valery again. –
What are we going to do now? Tell me.
But he could not either answer or suggest anything to her. He was dead and,
unfortunately, knew nothing of what happened "after that", just like all other people
who lived in that "dark" time when the greatest lie of all was hammered into
everyone’s head; that being the idea that there was nothing "after that" and that

human life was over at the mournful and frightful moment of physical death...
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