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Svetlana de Rohan-Levashova. Revelation

– Well, it was long ago then. – Little Kate confidently established an "undeniable
fact."

The luminous "aunt" sadly smiled watching her cheerful little niece who saw
nothing bad in this new situation. The girl merrily hopped on one leg, testing her
unusual "new body" and feeling absolutely satisfied with the latter stared inquiringly
at the grown-ups, full of expectation, that at last they are going to go into the unusual
luminous "new world." She seemed to be quite happy again, because the whole family
was there which meant that everything was perfect and all right and there was no
need to worry about anything anymore. Her tiny child’s world was again protected by
the people she loved and she did not have to think about what had happened to them
anymore and she just waited for what would happen next.
Alice looked at me very attentively and softly said:

– It is too early for you, girl. A very long road awaits you.
The luminous blue channel still sparkled and shone, but it seemed to me that the
luminescence was becoming weaker. As if confirming my thought, the "aunt" said:
– It is time, my dearest. You do not need this world any more.

She embraced them all (which surprised me a little, because she suddenly
became bigger) and the luminous channel disappeared together with the sweet girl
Kate and her wonderful family... I felt empty and sad as if I again had lost someone
dear, as happened almost always after a new meeting with a person who was
"leaving".
– Are you all right, girl? – I heard an alarmed voice. Somebody was shaking me,
trying to "return" me to the "normal" state, because it seemed that I had again
"entered" into another world, distant for others, too deeply and scared a good man
with my "abnormally-frozen" calmness.

The evening was still wonderful and warm and everything around was the same
as it was an hour ago... but I did not want to stroll anymore.
Some fragile, good lives had just been torn off so easily and flown away to
another world like white clouds. I was sad, as if they had taken a little piece of my
lonely heart with them. I wanted to believe that the lovely girl Kate would be happy
while expecting to return "home." I was sincerely sorry for those who did not have
such "aunts" to calm their fear, and who rushed about in horror departing for another,
unknown and frightening world, having no idea what waited for them and not
believing that their own real LIFE was still going on...

An angel

Days glided by unnoticed. Weeks passed. Gradually I began to get used to my
unusual everyday visitors. In fact all events, even the oddest ones, which at the very
beginning we consider almost a miracle, become ordinary, if they recur regularly. Just
as happened with my wonderful "guests" who greatly amazed me in the beginning
and then became almost an ordinary phenomenon to which I honestly gave part of my
heart and was ready to give much more to help anybody, but it is impossible to absorb
endless human pain without it asphyxiating and destroying you. Therefore I became

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