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Svetlana de Rohan-Levashova. Revelation

have to start everything again from the very beginning, in order that when his next
"physical" life is over to return (maybe here!) with a whole new set of "luggage", bad
or good, depending on how he lives his "next" earthly life... And there is not the
slightest hope for him to be freed from this exclusive circle (be it good or bad),
because if one begins the earthly life, he "dooms" himself to this eternal circular
"journey". And depending on his actions, the return to the "floors" can be very
pleasant or very scary.

– What if you don’t you kill anybody in the new life, you will not return to this
"floor" anymore, right? – I asked with hope.
– But I remember nothing, my dear, when I return there... It’s after death that
we remember our lives and errors. And when we begin to live there again, our
memory is closed at once. Probably, that is why our old "acts" recur – because we
don’t remember our old errors... But frankly speaking, even if I knew that I would be
"punished" again, I would never stand aside, if my family or my country was in
danger. It’s all strange, if we come to think it over. It would seem that the one who
"distributes" our guilt and payment wishes that only cowards and betrayers live on
Earth. Otherwise, he would not punish scoundrels and heroes the same way. Or is
there, nevertheless, a difference in the punishment? It must be, in all fairness. In fact
there are heroes who performed superhuman exploits. They had songs and legends
dedicated to them which lived for centuries. They should not be placed amongst
ordinary murderers, for sure! I wish I could ask somebody about that…

– I also think that such thing cannot be! In fact there are people that performed
such wonders of human courage that even after death they, like the sun, lit up the
earthly path for all the living for centuries. I like to read about them very much and I
try to find as many books as possible which tell about human exploits. They help me
to live and cope with my loneliness, when life becomes too hard. The only thing that
I cannot understand is: why heroes always must die on Earth in order that people can
see their rightness? Why does everybody become indignant only when a hero cannot
be revived? Why is it only then that the long sleeping human pride arises and the
crowd, ardent with just anger, take down the "enemies" like specks of dust on their
"faithful" way? – Sincere indignation raged in me. Probably I spoke too quickly and
too much, but I rarely had the possibility of expressing what really "hurts" me... and I
continued.
– In fact people killed first even their poor God, and only afterwards began to
worship him. Is it really impossible to see the real truth before it’s already too late?
Is not it really better to keep safe the heroes, follow their example and learn from
them? Do people really always need the shocking example of others' courage to
believe in theirs? Why is it necessary to first kill somebody so that they could set a
monument to glorify him after? Honestly I would prefer to erect monuments to the
living, if they are worthy of it...

And what do you mean that somebody "distributes guilt"? You mean God or
something? But it’s not God that punishes. We punish ourselves. We are responsible
for everything.
– Don’t you believe in God, dear? – The sad man, who attentively listened to

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