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Svetlana de Rohan-Levashova. Revelation

and "slid" back into our beloved mental world to discuss our possible future trips...

Stella-6. Mental world

As well as other "interesting" things in my life, my fascinating walks to different
levels of Earth gradually became almost constant and quickly occupied the shelf of
"ordinary phenomena" in my mental "archive". Sometimes I went there alone which
disappointed my little friend, but Stella never showed it, and if she felt that I preferred
to be alone, she would never thrust her presence on me. Certainly, it made me feel even
more guilty toward her and I went for a walk with her after my little "personal"
adventures, which doubled the loads on my physical body which was not quite
accustomed to them yet, and I came back home exhausted, like a ripe lemon, squeezed
out to the last drop... But as our "walks" became longer, my exhausted physical body
gradually got used to them; I got tired less and the time I needed to renew my physical
forces became notably shorter. These awesome walks quickly outshone everything else
and my everyday life began to seem surprisingly dull and boring...

Of course I continued to live the normal life of a normal child: I went to school,
participated in all the events which were organized there, went to the cinema with local
fellows and tried to look as normal as possible in order to attract as little unnecessary
attention to my "unusual" abilities as possible.
I genuinely liked some of my school subjects and there were some which I did
not, but for the moment they all came easy to me and my homework did not require
serious effort.
I adored astronomy which, unfortunately, we were not taught yet. But there were
a lot of amazingly illustrated books on astronomy at home which my dad adored too,

and I could read about distant stars, enigmatic fogs and unknown planets for hours,
dreaming of seeing all these captivating wonders with my own eyes some time, even
for an instant... Probably it was already then that I felt in my "gut" that this world was
much closer for me than any other, even the most beautiful, country on our Earth... But
my "star" adventures were still in the very distant future (I did not even think about
them being possible!) and for the time being I was fully satisfied with my
"promenading" on different "floors" of our planet, being with my friend Stella or alone.
To my huge satisfaction I got total and unconditional support in that from my
grandmother. So, on going for a "walk", I did not need to hide which made my trips
much pleasanter. The point is that in order to "walk" on the "floors", my spirit had to
go out of my body, and if somebody had come to my room in this moment, he would
have found a quite peculiar picture there: I would sit with my eyes open, as if being in
a totally normal state, but showed no reaction if somebody addressed me, answered no
questions and looked totally "frozen". Therefore my grandmother’s help was simply
indispensable then. I remember that one day my neighbour and friend Romas found me
in this state... When I awakened, I saw his face seized with fear and two round blue
eyes, enormous like saucers... Romas vigorously shook my shoulders and called me by
my name, until I opened my eyes.

– Are you dead or something?! Or is it your next "experiment"? – My friend hissed
in a low voice; his teeth chattering in fear.

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